I’m full of hatred

After a very angering experience about an hour ago, I was thinking: am I really this full of hatred? And the answer is… yes. But it’s not so bad.

For every thing that I love, there is its opposite, which I hate. So it’s a pretty nice balance. When my hate for something comes to light, then I realize how much I actually love the opposite feeling.

An hour ago, I inserted a dollar in a juice vending machine. I pressed the button for grape juice and nothing came out. I pressed it again, and nothing. So I pressed the button for apple juice, and nothing happened. I ended up pressing every single button, and the stupid machine didn’t give me my juice. I pressed the money-return button and it didn’t give my dollar back either.

I wouldn’t have been so angry if:

  • I hadn’t been so thirsty,
  • I hadn’t been so hungry,
  • I wasn’t late for work and
  • That wasn’t my last dollar

But yeah, I was hungry, thirsty, late for work and that was my last dollar. So I just walked away from the vending machine (that was secretly laughing at me, I know) and went to work.

I was (and still am) very angry and thinking of how much I hated that machine and the situation. So I realized how much I love when I press the buttons of vending machines and my juice actually comes out. I also love when the money comes out after pressing the money-returning button.

So even though I’m full of hatred, it’s not a terrible thing, because I am equally full of love. Cheesy, but balanced. Now I just have to learn to love the small things.

Now, who hates those stupid vending machines? :P

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