That was close!
I’ve mentioned a certain guy in my most recent blog posts. I’m not calling him Castro Guy anymore because he recently changed his look and now doesn’t remind me of Fidel Castro anymore - and I’m not sure if that’s a good or a bad thing!
Maybe I shouldn’t mention him too much because with my luck, he might just find this blog through Google by searching for something completely irrelevant. I don’t mind him reading this blog except from the fact that, yeah, I’m talking about my irrational infatuation with him, which I think, he still doesn’t know about.
I have a confession to make: I’m a creepy person. Seriously. Remember when in junior high some girls would write their name in a heart with the name of the boy they liked? I never did that. But for some strange reason, I think I’m starting to do that sort of things now. A couple of days ago I was thinking of him and typed on my cellphone’s notepad the following: “johnjohnjohnjohnjohnjohn<3″.
Are you laughing at me yet? I wrote his name repeatedly followed by a heart. I’m 12 years old again. But the interesting is part is yet to come. This morning at uni he saw me and sat by my side. We’re not super close friends, but we get along well. We were talking, laughing and he started playing around curiously with my cellphone. He didn’t know how to unlock the keyboard and I thought it was funny how he thought the phone was messed up and that it wouldn’t work, but then I remembered: THE NOTE. THE JOHNJOHNJOHN<3 NOTE.
I was already thinking of all the ways I could kill myself right there, you know - throwing myself off the third story of the building, drinking all the reagents from the chem lab nearby, setting myself on fire, hell - even sticking my face into someone’s stinky shoe until I died of instantaneous lung failure.
So I took the phone away from his hands gently and said “Let me unlock it for you”. I kept talking to him, unlocked the phone, deleted the note very quickly and gave it back to him with a smile. I’m not sure of how smooth that was, but I don’t think he noticed! I wonder what his reaction would have been if he happened to check the notes and his name had been there. Maybe he would have slowly moved away with an uncomfortable smile, or maybe he would have asked “So, who’s John?”.
Well, I would’ve died if it had been me and he would have seen that. But it seems you two could be good friends…who knows. People find love when they least expect it, I’ve heard.
Two of my friends almost found a childish note that I wrote. It was in a pill. I gave my friend the pill because I thought it was blank, but it wasn’t. XD When she said, “Oh, there’s something here.” I wrestled her and our male friend for it, ripped it up, and then threw it away.
I had to smile as I read your entry. I’m the same as you. I never wrote a guys name in hearts or anything else. I do it with this one guy…despite the fact that I’m too chicken to tell him how I feel. :(
The pill! LOL XD
That’s hilarious! It reminds me of being back in high school, actually. I didn’t care about boys before then. :P
Lene’s in luuuuuuuuuuuuuuurveeeeeeee <33333333 LOL
Nice save! It’s been forever since I’ve had a crush on someone… I kinda miss it :(
That is actually really quite cute. :P Completely unfortunate but a very nice manoeuvre to save yourself there!
I had to clean up my room before all my friends came since I’ve got tons of those :P And I never did the love notes thing until… last year! :P Blame it on the hormones :P
Lene is a cutie. :P
I think you handled it the way I would have. It seems like the only real option… Fortunately, my iPod, which is full of strange notes written at 2am, requires a pass code to get in. ;)
Good idea! my iPod was full of silly notes too, but I deleted so that no one would see them. If only I had remembered to set a passcode!
Haha, how cute! :) I think you handled it very well; hopefully nothing like that will be happening to me anytime soon because I keep my creepiness in my head. :P
That’s such a cute story, I must admit! :) I’ve never written a crush’s name on anything before, because I’m way too paranoid that he’d find it! I used to keep a diary (this only worked for a day or two) and wrote all of the people’s names in code. :P Yeah, I’m that paranoid. ;)
Wow, that would’ve been strange if he found the note, good save!
Haha, that’s why I don’t keep incriminating things like that on my phone. My friends are notorious for being snoops. lol
You could always say John is another friend who wishes you were in love with him ;]
Wow, I wish I was as smooth as you. I’m a total spaz and would have probably stuttered myself into confession. Haha. Congrats on managing to work that one out!